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Help me find us
Sometimes I hear about you
Other times I fear
The only thing I could ever give
Would never be a something
In a mind full of confusion
In a world full of regret
I still look at you for a comfort
A crutch to lean on when weak
Just be with me each day
Till the going gets easier
Or the easier the going is.
Life in a Trash Can
Life ain't moving by any faster
The time is set the same
Long lasting reoccurance
When people come and go
Wonder sweeps my face
To be in such a place
Seem to raise to an occasion
But never pick up the trash
You made in the mess
With all of this
You think anyone would care
About someone that
Is the trash left behind
Busy Forever
Once you were busy
Too busy for me
I loved this one
That never had time
If time was not that important
Then why was it pulling so hard
So I set myself
To be alike
Busy as just like that one
Never helped nothing
But kept a mind so bored
From assuming
To be assured
Haven't found a reason
And I guess I'll never will
Lost
There she lies
So stiff and motionless
I wonder what where her last worries
If she ever had a hope
Happened so sudden
She was taken away
Not knowin the many that stay
We weep for the lost
Wishing she would come back
As I touch her hand
So cold and deformed
She was helpless in bed
Talking to her with out a respond
Tears leak as memories will miss
The last words she ever said
Was a simple "I Love Ya."
Ready to go she beared a big hug
When I knew I had her
It never seemed like alot
But to never have her again
Just struck me like that
This whole time thinking
I stare at this lady
With machines attached
Can't breathe on her own
The pity of medicine
Only seventy-five
She reached my heart
This old lady
My grandma.
Holding Tight
Holding you, holding me
Unsuccessful in many others
The relationships surround
Your always there for me
Just to hold me close
You'll never know how much
Anything meant
But holding can only last forever
When never I get stuck with
What was once a happy time
Turned into a long last memory of mine
Just to show you
The holding you did
fell with anger
And broken pieces
Of love are scattered
Waiting to be picked at
Pull Apart
If you could pull apart
Everything from this heart
You would see the hurt
From the actions I might take
Is this true, can it be
If I knew, I wish I knew
My heart is unable
Needs repair
From distruction to love
You fill my heart
Away from sadness
Make me aware
That you do care
I'll always tell myself this
Even If you don't think so
I want this to last
Not like the past
Forgive me for everything
I hate how I act
Just hold me close
I need you always here
Forever and ever
Learn To Forget
Everyone comes to a time
When everything seems
Just not right
Nothing is simple
A life is very complex
Even If you think
Yours is more fucked
Then the one your sitting by
No one knows how bad
their life is
Until you see one that is
Just as bad plus more
Shit happens and drags you
Each day you think
Therefore forget
What yesterday was
And remember
What tomorrow could be
Don't Even..
Understanding could be the hardest
People say they do
When no one can understand this
Not a person is perfect
No one above no other
Then why do you stare
And give me a glare
You don't seem to understand
Your crap is
Just as bad as mine.
Just Time
Not ready, not there
Give me a chance
Ask me a break
Stop pushing this on me
Leave me alone
You are too persistant
Never giving a care
I'll do what I want
I do what I can do
Please Just give me
The time and the hope
Every new morning
Brings a start
Things will be better
In no time at all
Racing
The rush and push
That a new race brings
Everytime you set out to do your best
You seem to want that no less
Well if life was one big race
Then who would have the guts
To step it up
To toll the line
Many tough seem to share
But the ones that want more then ever
Will be right there
Pushing till ahead
But we stumble and fall
And bring knees to bleed
Fragile hearts mad
With Lost worries crash
The race still ran
And life goes on
To pick it back up again
To go back and set that pace
A Night of Mistakes
"I Love You" was just a lie
Something never meant to try
You told me more than once
That you wouldn't just leave me
A night when drunk
Meant some days that follow
You were so sweet
Soon to discover
It was just an act
You aint a nothing when
I look at you today
Just for the things you say
All along you played me
Hugging with kisses
You loved me that night
To turn around and
Not call me seemed like a fight
I hate you when you do the
Things you do
But Hate know didn't
Change the love
Once had for you
Then some time later
You tore me apart
Just like the old news
Left me to rot
Like a no other
The Most
The worst things in life
Are the mishaps you dont let go
The little mistakes
Everyone regrets
The solution is easy to grasp
Stop holding on to terriable things
A broken bottle can't be together
But can be broken in more pieces
Life always gets older
As plants we grow and die
Make the most of what you can
For we aren't like cats
With nine lives to live
But only one
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